kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep

Monday, July 24, 2006

Okay so first off, I shall tell everyone that I finally had the courage to tell Brit how I felt. I told him how long I had been having a crush on him, and that I still felt guilty over the whole spring break think, & then what i did at Red Star. Anyway..he told me that he did have mixed feelings for me in senior year, but wasn't sure about saying anything because I was moving away..and then when I acted really stupid over spring break, he apparently thought I wasn't interested in him at all. Me being stupid, did not ask him how he felt about me now. But, we've already planned for a PF Chang's date for chocolate cake next time I'm in town...and he wants me to pick him up on the way to Renfest in October. So...who knows. He also told me to call him whenever, & I reminded him that calling works both ways..he was like "I'm still learning how to dial a phone" so I was like "So, I shouldn't hold my breath?" & he said "it could be sooner than you think" so who knows. Maybe something will happen..maybe it won't. But at least I know that I've patched our friendship by apologizing to him for treating him the way I did.

On to news unrelated to boys: I totally got the job at Mervyns!! Which totally kicks ass. Well, I had the job at Hastings too, but didn't like the idea that I would be closing, which meant staying there until 12:30 to 1 am. I think I'll enjoy working at Mervyns a lot more, considering it's in the mall, very close to Hot Topic which means I'll get a bunch of great stuff on sale. yay. I start training tomorrow...so, hopefiully everything will go pretty well.

Ok, time for more boy news: So, the fucknut (haha..I like that Kim) is now single again..which means he's talking to me again..which means..well, most of you know. But I'm not playing his game..I did a little..but, I just can't. I know too many great guys to be bothered with an ass like him. I don't want to be used anymore...I wanted to be wanted for more than just my body.

I think I'm done. Besides to say that Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang is one of the funniest movies I've seen in a very long time. Everyone should see it. And a quote, just to let know how funny it is: "You peed on the corpse?" HA! lol

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