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Friday, September 15, 2006

So, I'm still totally stupid. It's the 5th night I've hung out with Brandon in a row..and it's 1:38am...& there's like no way I'm going to bed soon, which is really bad considering I have theory at 8am tomorrow. I know I need to stop it, but he's just so much fun to hang out with. & I mean just as friends, cuz he's just so cool, & we have so much in common, down to a love for comic books & the movies based on them, lol....but yeah, I totally need sleep. We went to this swing dance thing tonight & he is such an amazing dancer...yeah..that was fun...but I totally can't make a habit out of staying up this late every night, cuz I'd totally be falling asleep in theory even more than I am now. But it's too hard for me to say no, & that I can't hang out, cuz I'm just that nice. but whatever...I'll figure it out eventually.

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Monday, September 11, 2006

Ok, so when I posted my last post, I totally thought my weekend was over. Not true.
So, this dude I met in choir, Brandon, found me on facebook, & we just happened to be online at the same time, & we started talking, & he ended up coming over to my dorm to do our music theory homework (obviously we're in theory together too, lol) & yeah...so he was supposed to go over to his friend's house to drink the rest of his Guinness, which he happened to have 3 bottles of insted of just 2, so he invited me to join them. So we walked over to his house first to pick it up, & we ended up playing a small game of Mariokart on NES, which was freakin' awesome. Then finally went to his friend Dylan's house where we chilled for a while, & I had Guinness for the first time, which was actually pretty damn good...but it brought my headache back, so Brandon was like "ok, I totally owe you a burrito for this" but it was cool, cuz basically the entire time we were there, him & Dylan were singing & playing guitar which was awesome.
Well, we left there around like, midnight...and then Brandon came back to my dorm & chilled. We just talked for hours...then ended up dancing a little, because we both love to swing & salsa, & he was surprised at how good I was cuz he was flipping me & stuff, & it was fun. oh, and the weirdest thing ever, he was in Texas his sophomore year of high school, which means he sung the exact same songs I did for Region!! We think we were in different regions, but the music was the same...& he knows a guy I went to high school with from Area auditions which was totally freaky, but awesome...but yeah..he ended up just crashing at my dorm, considering it was 5am when we one of us decided that we should stop talking, lol...and I didn't want to him to have to walk back to his house that late (or early, whatever)...so yeah..I got a total of 2 hours of sleep, & then we both had to get up a 7am for lovely music theory...when I saw him later in choir he was like "you look good for getting 2 hours of sleep" lol..yeah..he's a cool guy

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Sunday, September 10, 2006

This weekend was fucking awesome! So Friday night, I ended up going to the Carrie Underwood concert with Rachel & Megan. Megan's brother had been very nice & gave us like, 1/2 a bottle of tequila, so before the concert we stopped off at Wal-Mart to get lime & salt so we could do shots...and this lady at McDonald's gave us the weirdest look when Rachel asked her for a plastic knife & a packet of salt, lol...but yeah, so we ended up doing shots in the parking lot before we went in to the concert, & poor Rachel had like, the hardest time cutting the lime, lol...but yeah..I think we each had like, 4 or 5, but it wasn't too bad cuz we mixed it with some margarita mix..it was my first time ever having tequila, and they were both like "dude, you're taking shots like a pro" they were so surprised at how well I took it...but yeah..it was totally fun going into the concert drunk, cuz we could barely walk straight & had to help each other walk up the stairs...and then when we got inside, everything was just so funny, like we get in & Megan's all "Look, Lalie! Popcorn!" & for some reason we all thought that was the funniest thing ever. but yeah..it was fun.

Then we woke up Saturday around like, 12, lol..and headed off to Las Cruces for the Lobo/Aggie game. The game was fucking awesome, considering WE WON!!! lol...yeah..it was cool. Then we went to Rachel's friend Sean's frat house, & met a bunch of frat guys...then Sean & his friend Steve took us in Steve's awesome H3 to buy tequila so we could do shots before the party we were going to...but we ended up just doing them at the party..holy shit..like, this time we did just straight tequila, and I think I had at least 5...then we drank margaritas...between me, Rachel, & Megan, we finished off the entire bottle which probably wasn't the best idea in the world. I mean, we were all just trashed..but it was fun! lol..we stayed at Sean's frat house, which was pretty cool, especially since we had our own little room..but then in the middle of the night these random sirens started going off, & I was still so wasted I couldn't figure out if they were a part of my dream or really happening, but everyone else in the house heard them, so apparently it was real, lol. but yeah...Sean treated us to lunch & then we hung out at this other dude's house for a little while before heading back here to UNM, which is where I now am.
Damn I love tequila.

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Monday, September 04, 2006

oh, my little blog..I have not forgotten thee! lol..I've really been just updating my myspace blog, but I need to update this one now.

I'm loving my life right now. Almost everything is perfect. My suitemates are really cool, & I've met so many awesome music kids from theory & choir already..it's just great. Everyone is so much nicer than I expected, and I'm very glad that I decided to do music, because it's making me so much happier than I was last year.

um..the almost perfect thing refers to Ray. I have no idea if anything is going to happen with him. He came over to my dorm the 2nd day of classes, we drank way too much wine & things got a little out of hand, but it was still an amazing night. Since then, I've talked to him twice. When he was at my dorm, I asked him what he saw me as & his answer just confused me. I want to ask him again, but I dunno. He's back in Boston now, & he's supposed to call me sometime soon. I hope he does. And not just because I'd like to be in a relationship with him, but more because we have so much in common, & I had so much fun with I was out with him. It's been a while since I've had that much fun with a guy, & I don't want to lose that. & it's weird, because some of the things he said to me makes me think that he wanted/wants a relationship. but then other times, I'm doubtful because we don't talk very often at all. & I am in his top friends on myspace, so I guess that means he's not going to completely forget about me yet...& it's also weird, because I'm not as depressed about this situation as I thought I would be. I mean, I do get a little sad sometimes at the thought that even if we do continue to talk, it'll probably be Christmas before I'll see him again...but then I remember that he's supposed to be moving back down here next summer...*sigh* I really don't knwo what's going to happen, but I know I'll be fine either way it goes.

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